#SensualSaturdays ©

They say brothers with small packages are sensitive 

But that's besides the point 

See this brother I wanted to smother under covers

Was far from sensitive unless it came to my emotions 

My feelings 

At my layers he's peeling 

Trying to find his way deep inside

Of my conscious mind 

and his devotion to me 

Was so appealing 

I say baby how do you know when you love someone ?

He replies softly when you look into there eyes and see the sun rise

Taken by his words , I was his  ...

Mya Angelou and him , my William Shakespeare 

I mean he always had a way with words 

I'm guessing that's how he got me 

Sweetly surrendering to his verbs, he stopped me 

Walking down the block in the middle of fall 

Who's to think I'd let him have it all 

At the moment he must've of knew what WE had in store 

Cause from the first conversation it was WE instead of YOU and ME

And what you doing ? He said , what WE doing 

I could see he was determined to plant his sermon in my head

Got me love drunk like I was sipping bourbon 

#sensualsaturdays ©

He gave me this look 

and if looks could kill...

 he'd have you shook

with his sex appeal

it was my first time feeling him eat me alive .... with those eyes 

first time he used his tongue on my thighs 

and the further he went I wasn't surprised 

not many have tasted my sweet cherry pie 

though many yearned for it 

clawing at my sides

I feel he earned it , after such a long night 

he was ready for war ..and I? ready for more 

he devoured me whole 

 inside and outdoors , as his tongue digs for gold 

I feel his stem sprout 

rubbing his head

creating a perfect mold 

arousing his brain 

as he shares with me this fantasy untold 

through my moans 

I lead him to believe he had me 

almost had me slip and call him daddy

he was that good though I would never speak it 

and because I want him to myself , I will never leak it

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PRIVATE PARTS ©

Chris Brown confessed that he was in love with Rihanna...& Karrueche

At the same damn time

All u idiots thought u could relate 

And collectively lost ya damn minds

He was lying & so are you if you think it's possible to live & breathe 2 humans beings

You can lust after 2 or more with your private parts

Especially when u won't open up & let the most private parts of your heart your pain & emotions be seen by the one 

Who when you really take a look is your greatest self's reflection 

Your soul speaks "i am them & they are me"

I'm terrified - what if they truly knew the real me

The me that's holding on to all these things that keep holding me back the fear of rejection

The fear of your feelings changing

The fear of my mistakes coming to the light 

The fear of us one day being strangers the fear that maybe there's someone out there who's better for you than me 

And one day they'll find u or worse you'll find them & forget me

The fear that you'll hear these thoughts & realize how very selfish I am? That my love comes with conditions 

Am I allowed to give myself permission to want to keep you all to myself can I get a warranty on our commitment 

I'll just keep serving up my private parts to you on a platter...keep giving you that good love until your ex doesn't matter. 

An ex boyfriend of mine once said I wish I'd met u before either one of us had kids.

I understood but someone else may have said he took it too far

Every now & then the private parts of our hearts slip out

Without a doubt whether we break up or stay together the one we really love comes out

In our speech, clothes the slang we use the new habits we've adopted

Distraction with someone new's private parts can't even stop it

By Sophia N. Lewis