"Want YOU " #sensualsaturdays ©

I just want you 

like Michael Jackson bad 

 I want to be on you 

 under you 

beside you 

I want to ride you

  I mean ride with you 

I want to glide to

 I want to aspire you to better things 

 starting with me cause I'm a better thing

going ,flowing , these lyrics I spit 

just know you inspired it 

 I want this fire lit between us to never burn out 

I want you in between me until I moan out  

I want to make a mess all over your bed and frame

 just the thought of your face 

 hearing your name 

 has me niagara falling all over this page 

LOVELY'S CHAOS OPEN MIC Q&A

LOVELY'S CHAOS open mic ? Every third Saturday of the month at palates ? What about ? What are you bringing to the table ? First I shall say it'll be different from any open mic you've ever been to in ways unexplainable! You would just have to be there and experience it for yourself. My open mic events are going to be about the power of words and expression, talent of all kinds, spreading knowledge , opening close minds to what's going on around us in our communities and in the world , emotion ,  the youth , independent business owners on the rise , people who are bringing a positive movement to the world . Also problems currently in communities and we are not just talking about it but people who want to do something about it ! I've been to various open mic events and fell in love with poetry and open mic's all over again . Who would think spoken word could be so powerful ? Though I've been writing from age 11, I've experienced many different ways of expressing through words. I want to share that with the world , starting with NYC . And I want other passionate and upcoming artist to do the same . Who better then to celebrate other then your self ? Which is why the open mic will be followed by some music and it'll become a space to mingle and dance the night away ! If you want to be around a awesome crowd of people . Make sure your there . Be lovely , live chaotically . X&O

Event & ticket links : 

https://www.eventbrite.com/e/lovely-chaos-open-mic-tickets-12378130321

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X&O , Lovely 

Color me blue ©

Where do I start with you 

other then you leave me blue 

not my favorite color though I do adore 

insanely you is what I'm yearning for 

but there's just something stopping that 

is it the "fronting" you far from slack 

I admit I must be dumb 

cause you already have a number one

but I know you feel this to

 the opposite of when I'm feeling blue 

the raving red and passionate purple 

that gives me strength to jump a hurdle 

but I shouldn't have to run or jump to get to you 

and that's what you make me do 

consistency is key 

but for you ? not when it comes to me 

you get more ghostly as the days fly by

and so do my feelings 

Open (#sensualsaturdays) ©

Your knocking on my door 

I know your happy to see me

and I'm excited too

 watching you watch me 

keep watching as I take off my blouse

now your all aroused 

 poking like a sword 

come in and let me show you to ecstasy 

baby enter my legacy 

 head board banging 

 swimming in my sea's 

 all up in my ocean got you open 

 hoping there's another round 

like Chris brown no bullshit will occur 

 just keep swimming 

back strokes are the best 

hair pulling as you follow me on this quest 

 no one but us 

making so much progress 

then we lay side to side and let our minds digest

 

Real S.E.X (#sensualsaturdays) ©

To feel you enter me entirely , then spirally you twist and turn in conspiracy til your gripped by every ounce of me , scratching , biting , fighting between the sheets , our sexual vibrations meet , the bed quakes til you have me beat, you keep beating me in the best way you can to the finish line , sweet like wine as you dine with no hands , have me feeling grand like the the queen of England , or a princess in a castle

of love , and this is love , I can feel it when you speak with no voice just body language , you have me at my peak 

baby , baby , my body yearns , my voice moans , your voice groans , then you flip me with an arched back , clap , clap, clap til we reach our climax ! And spray at the same time , right on time and your all mine 

Release , repeat. ©

Release , repeat

I let it go finally

like waste 

let go of you 

everything about you 

everything you do 

or did 

everything you thought became my thoughts 

I was so absorbed so consumed 

Every mistake you made became my fault 

And I was tired or at least I thought 

For so long I tried to remain strong for us 

While you were busy being strong for " them "

I was trapped and I couldn't see it 

wrapped up in this love you was needing 

and I gave it , gave you all you needed but what about me ? 

I was left empty and mislead

only way you fulfilled me was in bed

but my head ? My brain was left unfed 

my heart? It bled 

my soul ? ripped to shreds 

left me for dead so you can get a temporary fix 

something that felt momentarily right 

left real love for some temporary shit 

asked you could you stand the rain if it poured 

but you lied which wasn't a new addition or surprise 

now who's empty , lost , confused , feeling abused even used ? 

sorry I can't be sympathetic for you

after all those nights I cried 

you shed a tear and I'm supposed to eat up inside ? 

maybe even care just a little ? Not even

you cry because of guilt of your fucked up ways

Played so much games now you lost your queen of spades  

©

🎆Independence blues🎇 ©

I wanted to kiss you under the fireworks 

with your arms around my waist 

chest against my breast

Face against my face 

But you canceled the show  

What a disgrace 

HATERS VS SUPPORTERS©

Now a days everyone's trying to sell something , promote something , working on a project trying to live out there dreams or just make a living . And I feel everyone could achieve something of the greater good if we all help anyone in any way we can. Whether it be a friend , family member or friend of a friend , it isn't hard to share/like/SUPPORT someone's ideas , dreams or positive movement. Even if it doesn't exactly manifest with your own thoughts some of us all need a little SUPPORT ! And though you may not take full interest in everyone's ideas or it hasn't effected your life in anyway , doesn't mean it won't effect or be relatable to the audience you share it to . It's just crazy how our generation can promote vine post , naked pictures, funny videos(which is ok) +negativity , but can't promote something worth viewing ? Like world news , even news in your own area *opens eyes a bit wider*. But the real question is are you a true supporter/positivity promoter? or a HATER ? Some people will bypass your links , post , videos , and not because they've viewed it and realized there not interested , but because there not interested in your success if it's not benefiting them in any manner. Sadly a lot of people really think like this. Instead of helping one another out people would rather hate and not SUPPORT you or your brand. So you don't care for my success because you feel can't take part in or benefit from it? well I hope my knowledge is beneficial enough. I promote and support everything positive and knowledgable . You help me I help you , or help me to help you , tomato tamato , that's what I've been taught.  (TBC) ...

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