Tuesday, December 9, 2014

"Wise words from a Brotha" #featurefriday

"The answer is NOT "not-seeing" color. We as a society, to show progress we need to LOVE one another REGARDLESS of color. Not denying the fact that it exists because that is disrespectful to OUR ancestors. You're from an Italian background on one side of your family, that has to be acknowledged. What your family had to go through to make it to America is something you should be PROUD of and not something that should be hidden. The beauty of America is that we can love and appreciate one another despite, our difference in ethnic backgrounds not through ignoring it. there are many races and nationalities and that's the beauty, we should be EMBRACING our differences NOT denying that they exist. That is fundamentally wrong. I'm not down with the whole "Color blindness" its disrespectful to MY parents, I'm a first generation American. My parents came here in the 80s, to this day I've never really had a conversation about racism with them because they grew up in Africa, they only saw racism on TV. But we didn't become black in the 80s, my grand mothers were black, my great grandmothers were black, them and their struggle is a part of who I am. Their sacrifices is a part of who I am and what I am able to do today, I will never deny that, and I will not let anyone fail to acknowledge that. No one should. It took WAAAAY to much to get here for our ancestors, black and white, and that is the beauty of this country. We should embrace their struggle and be proud of their sacrifice. No one should be considered racist for being proud of what they are race wise or nationality wise or their ethnic background. We are the walking talking dreams of our ancestors. ALL of us, and we have to own that, be it good or bad.
But race IS a problem. And regardless of someones ethnic background they should be able to acknowledge that without the threat of being labeled as a racist, that's NOT progress. That's simply more of the same. There are issues in this country that ARE black problems. Inner city violence is primarily a BLACK problem, it affects the country because it is occurring here, but its gonna take the GOOD black people to get it together, and once the whites that are in power see that we want to fix it, they will hopefully be willing to help. The issue cities like Detroit, Chicago, St Louis, Baltimore, and Cleveland have are results of neglect for these cities and their residents, there are terrible schools, so how can one get out of poverty with the poorest of schools? These environmental issues, and in most cases results of environmental racism. And there's studies of sociology that better illustrate that. The issue people like myself have is, EVERYONE has to be accountable, the dude on the corner selling drugs is BAD for the community, but him going to jail is NOT going to be a long-term solution, it might get him off the street for a year or 2, but another brotha will be in his place in a weeks time. The city council men that sits on a board and DOESNT fix these social issues in his district has to be held accountable as well, the mayor, governor, state rep and senator. The solution is to figure out an alternative to this brotha selling drugs for money, does he have skills? how can we cultivate those skills and make him productive to his community. To the gang member, why does he feel the need to be in a gang? Maybe his family structure is broken, we need to find the solution to that, we need to tap into the genius of these young brothas cause I can tell you know, EVERYONE in jail aint bad and EVERYONE bad aint in jail. But we want to just scratch the surface of issue and demonize people, and as a society its WRONG. When you're car doesn't start you don't just take it to the junk yard, no you call a mechanic and figure out whats goin on and what you will need to fix it. But when it comes to people we just want to institutionalize them, and that is wrong. You can lock up EVERY criminal in the inner city RIGHT now, they'll be safe for 3 or 4 years, then the same issues that forced others into lives of crime will produce ANOTHER group of individuals. Investing in the community is the ONLY way to fix problems" -Nunneh Nimley 

Thursday, November 13, 2014

Lovely's Chaos Open Mic



Lovely Chaos's Harvest Fest open mic!! Let your talents come to fruition. This is the fourth and will be the final Lovely Chaos open mic for the year 2014. ALL TALENTS WELCOMED! Live painting by @Josiesboy , games and giveaway's! Food and drink for purchase ! Also feel free to donate any clothes you have and don't want, will be donated to those in need.





Tickets: 
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For every 3 tickets purchased online fourth person gets in free with that group. Also option to pay at the door. See you there ! 

XO, Lovely 
Be Lovely, Live Chaotically ©
@Lovelyschaos & @Lovely_chaos

Saturday, November 8, 2014

When you kissed me #sensualsaturdays ©

When you kissed me 
I swear it lifted me 
Sent chills down my spine to my fingertips 
Tightening my grip to pull you closer 
It felt like heaven 
You crossed so many lines of mine 
Kiss my forehead , then my chin , my cheeks 
One by one you planted those lips leaving "hope" seeds
Hoping it could be , you belonging to me
Then you kissed my lips, synchronizing all I had been fantasizing 
Not wanting to let you go 
I thought I should let you know 
I wanted you for quite sometime 
I wanted you to be mine 
I'm thinking in due time 
That'll be the case 
Cause for a week or two you made clear you acquired my taste 
Mixing our flavors till we'd illuminate   
Devouring each other in a literal state 
To then inform me I was to compensate another 
stunned, lost in confusion thinking I'm number one 
*insert Mario voice here* 
or maybe pharrell so it's smooth on the ears 
but we went far , out of this world far
 a little passed the stars  
I guess he didn't care 
To then softly declare 
"the replacement lover was you....
sorry my dear"


Friday, November 7, 2014

"This is for you" #Featurefridays

This is for you
The one who has been beaten, mistreated, lied to and confused
This is for you
The one who fears for his life, prays while he fights, learns lessons through life and smiles even though things ain't alright
This is for you
The one whose image has been tainted, fantasies been painted, character assassinated and whose soul's been reincarnated
This is for you
The one who goes for what he needs, does his good deeds, comprehends what he reads and too proud to plead on his knees
This is for you
The one who should know his natural place, stop competing in this race, chalk lines left to be traced because a pale mind chumps your brown face
This is for you
The one who's been hated, manipulated, genetically castrated, and whose image is rarely celebrated
This is for you
One who grew up without a father said fuck it why bother
he lives up the block yet won't try harder
I'm thirsty for his love and not water
This is for you
One who watched his mama sweat and took notes so he didn't forget what it took to get him where he went
oh yes, college money well spent
This is for you
one who fathered civilizations
that spread across many nations while his children turned a disgrace and
This is for you
one who idolizes the media
researches his history through Wikipedia
thinks he knows everything yet never picked up an encyclopedia
This is for you
the one who created science, math and history
whose story is all a mystery
to a people without a validated history
This is for you
the one who sags his pants to the ground
who looks more lost than he does found
and whose voice has no sound
This is for you
The one who respects his baby mama because she gave him all his children
but uses bait to gain women like fish he is reeling
This is for you
the one who fought in the 60s because he was sick of protesting in the 50s
saying "overcoming is a bitch bee"
This is for you
the one who likes them bright and alright
yet his mama is looking like midnight
so it doesn't sit with him right
if her looks are not pleasing his sights
This is for you
The one who thinks he has it all
from his rise down to his fall
yet denying his ancestors calls
This is for you
the one who feels he has something to prove to the world
because he's less boy than he is girl
taking Erica places while forgetting about Earl
This is for you
The one who claims to know who he is
yet can't recall what he did
and when you're serious he wants to kid
because in his locked down mind, adolescence is his longest bid
This is for you
You see I'm writing this because I care
as I see y'all in despair
they started killing you all off as they see it being fair
Let's keep them all in check since they act like savages and beasts
first we string them, I mean bling them on their necks and tie them at the feet
You see all they want is the money and only concerned about the bitches
holding blocks down, corner to corner, never really obtaining any riches
the black man is sad and he thinks he has it good
from the stockbroker on Wall Street, to the niggas out in the hood
He's too dumb to overstand that the world doesn't want him here
no matter how many suits and ties you place on him, the world sees HIM as their biggest fear
He's gone from being the epitome of perfection, to something lower than dirt
they say he commits violence on his own and that's what truly hurts
He was elevated then degraded regulated then segregated
never can be duplicated
so everyone grew to hate him
He is your doctors and your teachers
your scholars and your preachers
your lower frequency beings
and your higher knowledge seekers
He is the man you say you love, the one you married anyway
the one whom you made your baby daddy
and according to you, the one who'll never stay
He is the rasta of the islands and the aboriginal from down under
he is the one who can make it rain
and the God who can make it thunder
He is a healer in his own way, bringing solace where there is unrest
he has answers to all your questions, since his life is one big test
He has to keep a cool demeanor, especially with those in power
time is truly of the essence because at this time, he is the man of the hour
They brought us back to '64 because they cannot hide it any longer
so we come back at them in peace, since our unity is stronger
I know it's tough to make happen, but we must let them show their colors
and let love heal the world, since we all need each other
This is for you, you and you
the one who lost your faith
and this is for you, you and you
The one who has no problem stepping up to the plate
The time is now for our men, to shine their light upon the world
realizing we are people of the sun, shining light upon this world
They say we are all battling two wolves inside us, which in itself is a great danger
one is cloaked in purity and good, while the other wallows in jealousy and anger
One who is about love, respect, care and unlimited good deeds
while the other is filled with lust, deceit, lies and an overabundance of greed
Who you feed more, determines the victor of it all
so be careful of what you're eating, and stand up before you fall
This is for you, you and you
It can't get more clearer than this
so this is for you, you and you
the great one and one of God's most precious gifts


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"Acceptance" #Featurefridays

I put on so many different faces
 just to please people who loved the idea of illusions so much it became their identities
 I was just a mark on a piece of paper  
and I let them manipulate me being by each stroke they made 
I was made in their image 
and the worst part was that I longed for their validation even if it meant loosing myself... 

Acceptance by Naimah Taylor 

Instagram @nana_supreme #Featurefridays  


By Mark. #FeatureFridays


Instagram @cityvswoods -
" I am an american
poet who blends honest handwriting, dreams and nature from the WOODS. Every
once in a while I release ambient music under the same name also." 

Saturday, November 1, 2014

Be my poetry ©

He said he wanted to be as important as poetry was to me 
I laughed and said please 
He began to proceed 
His words poured from his lips , As if someone left the sink running 
Continuing his shit , he fixed his lips and spewed 
I will stimulate your mind 
Fuck your thoughts, till there intertwined with mine
Make you think twice before you write 
Give you butterflies and the sweetest high 
Like a smoke break before lunch time 
I will make your pen spill as the paper reveals how you truly feel inside 
 I will be gods gift to you 
Embrace me as the talent he infused 
I want to be words you write mad, sad, happy or otherwise 
I want to be your escape from the world 
Your mental vacation 
Those erotic poems when your pen and papers are fornicating 
Your sweetest sensation 
Your best friend 
The one who knows you best 
And not just for 12 years of your life 
But for the rest ...
So I sat there and pondered the thought 
He pays attention to details 
My attention was caught 
I replied , if you insist to exist 
I leave you with this 
To be what poetry is to me 
I'd breathe you , eat you up then spit you out 
And leave you , pick up where I left off when I feel the need to 
Take you on a emotional roller coaster
And deceive you 
Make you hit rock bottom then retrieve you 
Make you leg slapping and finger snapping good 
Lead you , build your confidence 
Then leave you to intrude on my scriptures till it becomes your fix 
Your much needed brain food 
Are you ready to be what poetry is to me ? 
He stares into my eyes as if they were to help him conclude 
Sound slips from his lips ...
How rude for you to deny me, try me 
I'll be your life line , your poetry IV 
Pump through your veins and every page you decide to literally graze with poetry ...
You will mention me .

Saturday, October 25, 2014

By @doc_the_poet #featurefridays / #sensualsaturdays


If she fuck like she write
Then her shit must be tight
Be my Instagram
I'll  double tap what I like...
And I like her rhyme scheme
If her body is a rhyme
Then I'm a rhyme fiend
Beauty is in her nature
So it's like her mind is green
But that's alright
Just give me one night
And I'll make your mind ripe
Corrupt your flower
Until it's what I like
So that when I pick your fruit
And the juices are sweet
Don't be surprised
When they run down my cheeks
And a devilish smile
Is all that you see
Cuz I see what I like,
A shorty wit skills
Who can work the mic
And everything she write
Is dope and tight
So my mind is open
Just like the mic
So if she fuck like she write
Then I hope she write
For the whole damn night

Friday, October 17, 2014

What if we don't smile ? By @lenativebambina #featurefridays

What if we don't smile? 

Then we become so enthralled in our personal chaos that we overstress and die. 
Die emotionally, spiritually, mentally, and finally spiritually. 
Negativity is a disease that will tear at you until nothing is left to consume.  That is why we smile. 
Although hell is all around us and bad things happen, we smile because we are not defeated. 
We smile because we keep our faith and revel in our optimistic hope. 
We pray for better tomorrows and smile to move past the burdens and mistakes of yesterday because today is a clean slate. 

Thursday, October 16, 2014

"Lessons that need to be taught "© Inspired By Q

In the race against time 

Killing black folk isn't a crime

Countless deaths and lost souls 

Screaming don't shoot! but they decline 

BANG! shoots the nine , ending innocent lives 

Young soldier  who stories needs to be told 

police brutality across the headlines in bold

 

Thursday, October 2, 2014

Ebola virus ?

"#FACTS .. There is no natural disease called Ebola. Truth is #Ebola is a “weaponized virus” rooted in chemical and biological weapons researched by Germany in the 1930s and perfected in the United States. It is a weapon that can be used to depopulate, weaken and dominate nations.
The U.S. Department of Defense are actually funding Ebola trials on humans, trials which started just weeks before the Ebola outbreak in Guinea and Sierra Leone. The reports continue and state that “the DoD gave a contract worth $140 million dollars to Tekmira, a Canadian pharmaceutical company, to conduct Ebola research. This research work involved injecting and infusing healthy humans with the deadly Ebola virus”, according to Dr. Cyril Broderick, a professor of plant pathology at Delaware State University and a Liberian national. His thoughts were contained in a piece published in an online edition of The Daily Observer, a newspaper in Monrovia.
"Disturbingly, many reports also conclude that the U.S. government has a viral fever bioterrorism research laboratory in Kenema, a town at the epicentre of the Ebola outbreak in West Africa,” he added.
#DoYourResearch because if the news is telling us Ebola came from infected Central African fruit bats and was transmitted by humans who ate infected meat or infected animals. We have to ask ourselves how tf did the disease mysteriously make its way from Zaire to Liberia through animal transmission without significant infections in other countries along the way?… #TheNewsIsLying and the government is profiting"

Saturday, September 20, 2014

#SensualSaturdays ©

They say brothers with small packages are sensitive 
But that's besides the point 
See this brother I wanted to smother under covers
Was far from sensitive unless it came to my emotions 
My feelings 
At my layers he's peeling 
Trying to find his way deep inside
Of my conscious mind 
and his devotion to me 
Was so appealing 
I say baby how do you know when you love someone ?
He replies softly when you look into there eyes and see the sun rise
Taken by his words , I was his  ...
Mya Angelou and him , my William Shakespeare 
I mean he always had a way with words 
I'm guessing that's how he got me 
Sweetly surrendering to his verbs, he stopped me 
Walking down the block in the middle of fall 
Who's to think I'd let him have it all 
At the moment he must've of knew what WE had in store 
Cause from the first conversation it was WE instead of YOU and ME
And what you doing ? He said , what WE doing 
I could see he was determined to plant his sermon in my head
Got me love drunk like I was sipping bourbon 

Saturday, September 6, 2014

#sensualsaturdays ©

He gave me this look 

and if looks could kill...

 he'd have you shook

with his sex appeal

it was my first time feeling him eat me alive .... with those eyes 

first time he used his tongue on my thighs 

and the further he went I wasn't surprised 

not many have tasted my sweet cherry pie 

though many yearned for it 

clawing at my sides

I feel he earned it , after such a long night 

he was ready for war ..and I? ready for more 

he devoured me whole 

 inside and outdoors , as his tongue digs for gold 

I feel his stem sprout 

rubbing his head

creating a perfect mold 

arousing his brain 

as he shares with me this fantasy untold 

through my moans 

I lead him to believe he had me 

almost had me slip and call him daddy

he was that good though I would never speak it 

and because I want him to myself , I will never leak it

©


Friday, September 5, 2014

PRIVATE PARTS ©



Chris Brown confessed that he was in love with Rihanna...& Karrueche
At the same damn time
All u idiots thought u could relate 
And collectively lost ya damn minds
He was lying & so are you if you think it's possible to live & breathe 2 humans beings
You can lust after 2 or more with your private parts
Especially when u won't open up & let the most private parts of your heart your pain & emotions be seen by the one 
Who when you really take a look is your greatest self's reflection 
Your soul speaks "i am them & they are me"
I'm terrified - what if they truly knew the real me
The me that's holding on to all these things that keep holding me back the fear of rejection
The fear of your feelings changing
The fear of my mistakes coming to the light 
The fear of us one day being strangers the fear that maybe there's someone out there who's better for you than me 
And one day they'll find u or worse you'll find them & forget me
The fear that you'll hear these thoughts & realize how very selfish I am? That my love comes with conditions 
Am I allowed to give myself permission to want to keep you all to myself can I get a warranty on our commitment 
I'll just keep serving up my private parts to you on a platter...keep giving you that good love until your ex doesn't matter. 
An ex boyfriend of mine once said I wish I'd met u before either one of us had kids.
I understood but someone else may have said he took it too far
Every now & then the private parts of our hearts slip out
Without a doubt whether we break up or stay together the one we really love comes out
In our speech, clothes the slang we use the new habits we've adopted
Distraction with someone new's private parts can't even stop it

By Sophia N. Lewis 

Sunday, August 31, 2014

SHE.©

She was so elusive 
The way she'd do it 
She was so exclusive 
Woman about her business 
Beauty and brains , she used it 
To the full extent , ageless scent 
I could sense when she was near 
And that glare , those eyes 
If they ever cried I'd sweetly surrender
She was nothing of this planets worth 
But beyond it , passed the earth 
Universal charm , A galactic star 
Wanted to be her bender , all up in her futurama 
And this girl makes my heart smile , so I'll bring her no drama
She'd be someone's wife before someone's baby mama 
She , nothing I'd want the world to see 
Cause I just want to keep her, to myself 
She's so fragile , yet so special 
If I was her last hope on how to survive, she can have all my blood vessels 
Cause with out her I'm lifeless 
She , is me . 

Saturday, August 9, 2014

CURVES (Sensual Saturdays)©


So bodacious , gracious , lovely and sworn, up and down my body these road blocks appear, I swear the guys always stare like I'm some kinda freak show , wanting to know if I'm a freak so . . . They can get creative with my body , wanting some Hott tottie, but it's to much to high and too far out , when I walk by there stem sprouts like a wild flower and all because of my curves . Nothing but sex words as I reveal them , he says he wants to pack , mark and seal them . So I told him I'll be there first express to his front door , then he will put his name on it , then bill em.

Friday, August 8, 2014

"Compliments" (for sadia)©

He told you how nice you look today 

As he rang up your total at the cash register 

Your pics brightened up your friends' morning

When you posted them they said "Girl you've never looked better"

Friends show support 

And genuine love

But there's only so much they're allowed to see 

To that last one who you gave your all

He saw all angles of the one they call -- SADIA 

No day is complete without a flurry of compliments from those who to you seem strangers & those you call friends

But it makes you wonder after a relationship ends 

If the person you let in so deep 

Truly understands that he withheld the biggest compliment of all

Having given him your all

And he not cherished all of you, your naked soul. Your innocence, your evil, your cries & your laughter.

In the book of your heart he is now a closed chapter. But she still can't help but wonder why he couldn't cherish all of her...that would've been the best compliment of all time.


By Sophia Nicole 



Saturday, August 2, 2014

#sensualsaturdays ©

Butterflies my sweet demise as they fill my tummy 
so yummy is what your kisses are
and anywhere you place them 
I swear I can taste them, as you taste me, shared pleasure 
dared to be clever 
as you always are 
and when it's gets heated 
where hotter then a star
I mean that's what we are baby
stars in this solar system 
so big and plenty
but you chose me 
my shine was bright 
and us together lights up our worlds so right 



Saturday, July 26, 2014

"Want YOU " #sensualsaturdays ©


I just want you 
like Michael Jackson bad 
 I want to be on you 
 under you 
beside you 
I want to ride you
  I mean ride with you 
I want to glide to
 I want to aspire you to better things 
 starting with me cause I'm a better thing
going ,flowing , these lyrics I spit 
just know you inspired it 
 I want this fire lit between us to never burn out 
I want you in between me until I moan out  
I want to make a mess all over your bed and frame
 just the thought of your face 
 hearing your name 
 has me niagara falling all over this page 

Friday, July 25, 2014

LOVELY'S CHAOS OPEN MIC Q&A


LOVELY'S CHAOS open mic ? Every third Saturday of the month at palates ? What about ? What are you bringing to the table ? First I shall say it'll be different from any open mic you've ever been to in ways unexplainable! You would just have to be there and experience it for yourself. My open mic events are going to be about the power of words and expression, talent of all kinds, spreading knowledge , opening close minds to what's going on around us in our communities and in the world , emotion ,  the youth , independent business owners on the rise , people who are bringing a positive movement to the world . Also problems currently in communities and we are not just talking about it but people who want to do something about it ! I've been to various open mic events and fell in love with poetry and open mic's all over again . Who would think spoken word could be so powerful ? Though I've been writing from age 11, I've experienced many different ways of expressing through words. I want to share that with the world , starting with NYC . And I want other passionate and upcoming artist to do the same . Who better then to celebrate other then your self ? Which is why the open mic will be followed by some music and it'll become a space to mingle and dance the night away ! If you want to be around a awesome crowd of people . Make sure your there . Be lovely , live chaotically . X&O

Event & ticket links : 
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10% off Discount code for splash that : CHAOTIC! (First 20 to purchase only !)  

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X&O , Lovely 

Thursday, July 24, 2014

Color me blue ©


Where do I start with you 
other then you leave me blue 
not my favorite color though I do adore 
insanely you is what I'm yearning for 
but there's just something stopping that 
is it the "fronting" you far from slack 
I admit I must be dumb 
cause you already have a number one
but I know you feel this to
 the opposite of when I'm feeling blue 
the raving red and passionate purple 
that gives me strength to jump a hurdle 
but I shouldn't have to run or jump to get to you 
and that's what you make me do 
consistency is key 
but for you ? not when it comes to me 
you get more ghostly as the days fly by
and so do my feelings 

Saturday, July 19, 2014

Open (#sensualsaturdays) ©

Your knocking on my door 
I know your happy to see me
and I'm excited too
 watching you watch me 
keep watching as I take off my blouse
now your all aroused 
 poking like a sword 
come in and let me show you to ecstasy 
baby enter my legacy 
 head board banging 
 swimming in my sea's 
 all up in my ocean got you open 
 hoping there's another round 
like Chris brown no bullshit will occur 
 just keep swimming 
back strokes are the best 
hair pulling as you follow me on this quest 
 no one but us 
making so much progress 
then we lay side to side and let our minds digest
 

Saturday, July 12, 2014

Real S.E.X (#sensualsaturdays) ©


To feel you enter me entirely , then spirally you twist and turn in conspiracy til your gripped by every ounce of me , scratching , biting , fighting between the sheets , our sexual vibrations meet , the bed quakes til you have me beat, you keep beating me in the best way you can to the finish line , sweet like wine as you dine with no hands , have me feeling grand like the the queen of England , or a princess in a castle
of love , and this is love , I can feel it when you speak with no voice just body language , you have me at my peak 
baby , baby , my body yearns , my voice moans , your voice groans , then you flip me with an arched back , clap , clap, clap til we reach our climax ! And spray at the same time , right on time and your all mine 


Sunday, July 6, 2014

Release , repeat. ©

Release , repeat
I let it go finally
like waste 
let go of you 
everything about you 
everything you do 
or did 
everything you thought became my thoughts 
I was so absorbed so consumed 
Every mistake you made became my fault 
And I was tired or at least I thought 
For so long I tried to remain strong for us 
While you were busy being strong for " them "
I was trapped and I couldn't see it 
wrapped up in this love you was needing 
and I gave it , gave you all you needed but what about me ? 
I was left empty and mislead
only way you fulfilled me was in bed
but my head ? My brain was left unfed 
my heart? It bled 
my soul ? ripped to shreds 
left me for dead so you can get a temporary fix 
something that felt momentarily right 
left real love for some temporary shit 
asked you could you stand the rain if it poured 
but you lied which wasn't a new addition or surprise 
now who's empty , lost , confused , feeling abused even used ? 
sorry I can't be sympathetic for you
after all those nights I cried 
you shed a tear and I'm supposed to eat up inside ? 
maybe even care just a little ? Not even
you cry because of guilt of your fucked up ways
Played so much games now you lost your queen of spades  


©

Friday, July 4, 2014

🎆Independence blues🎇 ©


I wanted to kiss you under the fireworks 
with your arms around my waist 
chest against my breast
Face against my face 
But you canceled the show  
What a disgrace 

Wednesday, July 2, 2014

HATERS VS SUPPORTERS©

Now a days everyone's trying to sell something , promote something , working on a project trying to live out there dreams or just make a living . And I feel everyone could achieve something of the greater good if we all help anyone in any way we can. Whether it be a friend , family member or friend of a friend , it isn't hard to share/like/SUPPORT someone's ideas , dreams or positive movement. Even if it doesn't exactly manifest with your own thoughts some of us all need a little SUPPORT ! And though you may not take full interest in everyone's ideas or it hasn't effected your life in anyway , doesn't mean it won't effect or be relatable to the audience you share it to . It's just crazy how our generation can promote vine post , naked pictures, funny videos(which is ok) +negativity , but can't promote something worth viewing ? Like world news , even news in your own area *opens eyes a bit wider*. But the real question is are you a true supporter/positivity promoter? or a HATER ? Some people will bypass your links , post , videos , and not because they've viewed it and realized there not interested , but because there not interested in your success if it's not benefiting them in any manner. Sadly a lot of people really think like this. Instead of helping one another out people would rather hate and not SUPPORT you or your brand. So you don't care for my success because you feel can't take part in or benefit from it? well I hope my knowledge is beneficial enough. I promote and support everything positive and knowledgable . You help me I help you , or help me to help you , tomato tamato , that's what I've been taught.  (TBC) ...

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Friday, June 20, 2014

20th 20's ©



Throwing 20's in a club while there's ass shaking 
Don't care for it but someone's got to make it 
And it makes you forget for a while that your souls impatient 
Thinking your 20's are the worse when your not where you think you should be so how you going to make it ?
So much pressure to be perfect , so your testy 
The fact you let your heart ache effect everything you created , everything you stated 
Finding you repeating yourself trying to convince everyone your saying it too 
But your really trying to convince you yourself that it's true
Since the 20th every 20th of the month 
Your reminded of when your heart was stuck 
Tempted to go back and "make it work " but your out of luck 
Everyone said you two were so picture perfect and they wanted that 
But "that" was just a mirage , you don't want it back 
The 20th That day marked another month 
When you were so in love , every time you were together no matter the weather 
Storm, rain , sunshine , I was with you and you were mine 
You WERE mine as in past tense 
And to me that makes no sense 
How can two things that go so well turn into hell ?
Hell on earth , from relationships to situationships to just raw fucking 
A raw fucking mess peeled away all the good layers and left distress 
How could you ruin my 20's?
How could you ruin my pureness honey? 
Sweet serenade when you blew up and then love we made 
But your toxic , so drastic, I was an addict 
My addiction was you , but getting off it ? Pass it ? I was too passive to climb that mountain 
To get the fuck over it , to get over you 
Stumbling , covered in bruises 
But right when I was about to lose it 
My common sense ? I used it 
No longer love sick with that sickness you called love
No longer objected to that abusive sick shit you once made me dream of

©


Monday, May 12, 2014

Teyana Taylor Posts Tae Heckard’s Phone Number And Texts After “We Ain’t Friends” Instagram!

 

I mean c'mon sonnnn ! Teyana you gotta do better. I was so happy with how well she presented herself on the breakfast club . But now this ? Kind of childish in my opinion. But hey nothing worse then a women scorned right ? She claimed to be happy and moved on , maybe as far as Brandon is concerned ; but she is clearly still very upset and hurt at lashontae heckard and wants nothing to do with her. As she post her # on IG followed with an "oops my bad" . ayeeeeeee ! Real bitch shit! But we can't really blame her now can we? it was a low blow, but two Wrongs don't make any rights . I guess she just Letting tae know , don't mess with me ! everyone will be calling your line YA BISH.  

Saturday, May 10, 2014

When is it ever ok to date your friends ex boyfriend? oh yeah …. NEVER!

According to Teyana Taylor, The breakfast club, and anyone in the right mind knows the ultimately breaks the “Girl code” as Charlemagne stated. She appeared on the breakfast club May 7th 2014 to air out about her betrayal of a close Ex-friend Lashontae Heckard and “State facts”. Also mentioning the fact Brandon Jennings acted as if he and Teyana was never an item! It looks like a repeat of the Nelly/Ashanti situation! The original love square is now becoming a circle! She seemed more hurt a friendship was violated rather than her ex talking to a friend. Lashontae is currently dating Teyana Taylors ex fiancé Brandon Jennings! And rumor has it, is engaged! Not only her long time friends ex fiancé but the person she gave her virginity to, C’MON SON! *Ed lover voice*. As a 36 year old woman (Tae Heckard) the boundaries should be well known as far as friendships are concerned. Teyana Taylor being 22 confirmed she can never see herself reconcile a friendship with tae as she stated on the show “Absolutely not! That’s gross!” Being her first real relationship she explains she isn’t even mad at Brandon because “A nigga will be a nigga”. She said she’s currently seeing someone new and is over Brandon Jennings and very happy. She isn’t really surprised in his actions either. But as far as tae is concerned she wants no parts. She also states “How can we ever be friends if your engaged to my ex fiancé, I’m not going to that wedding there’s no longer a friendship!” Teyana also made clear she found out on a blog! She called tae to confirm what she didn’t believe at first she felt “Tae would never do that” but surprisingly look what happened. A 5 year friendship destroyed, I guess that’s what happens when your friends envy what you have. Girls keep your enemies close but your friends closer!